TV presenter and actress Kayise Ngqula has tried her best to keep a positive mindset by staying strong emotionally.
Kayise is still mourning the death of her husband Farai Sibanda in a car accident in 2019.
She has lifted the lid on battling to cope with the news of the death of her loved ones.
Although she does well on some days by staying and keeping positive, she revealed January 7 was not one of those days.
She said hearing of the deaths pulled her back into the dark place.
Kayise said what sent her anxiety levels high was hearing of her loved ones succumbing to the coronavirus.
Last year, the former Our Perfect Wedding presenter reflected on the pain of losing her husband in an episode on her YouTube channel After Dark with Kayise.
In the episode, she thanked her family for the love and support they showed her during the difficult times.